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Tue, Nov. 4th, 2008, 10:24 pm
please pray for our new president

I make no secret of my feelings about Barack Obama, but just because someone isn't your choice doesn't make them not your leader. We've been instructed to pray for our leaders, and we should do so, especially if we have apprehensions about their abilities to lead. Regardless of my or anyone's feelings about the election, today is a historic day for our country and we should be proud that our nation has come so far. But on the flip side of that coin, not only should we be praying for our new president's ability to lead, unfortunately but neccessary, we should be praying for his safety.

God bless Obama, God bless our country.

Fri, Jan. 25th, 2008, 12:16 am
365 days ago, to the hour

I took 30 zoloft, 60 ambien, 90 klonopin and a handful of tylenol for good measure. I intended to chase it with a glass of anti freeze but i laid down with a stomach ache (if you can imagine that) and don't remember anything until I woke up in the hospital. 2 hours later I texted my mother, telling her what she had done, who called my sister who found me with an empty glass.

The hospital determined that I didn't drink the anti freeze because I wasn't dead. I don't think I'll ever know if thats true. I'll also never know what happened in that 2 hours that convinced me to tell someone and ask for help.

But I am pretty sure that it has something to do with my family and friends that have been praying for me since before I was ever even conceived. I am STILL living proof that prayer works, God is real and he has a plan. It may not be nice, it may not be pretty, it might suck 100% of the time you spend on planet earth, but EVERYTHING happens for a reason.

Mon, Nov. 12th, 2007, 06:31 am
for all my veterans



Endless love, prayers, and THANKS!!

Fri, Oct. 19th, 2007, 11:38 pm
:( ? :) ?

good bye fort worth. good bye house. goodbye life. goodbye to you. goodbye to everything that i knew...

Sat, Sep. 1st, 2007, 11:28 pm
In case you haven't heard

My family sucks ass and I need to get away from them for good.

I am moving far far away and I'm not telling anyone where I am going. And I mean anyone, so don't ask.

I won't be gone forever, and I'll still get online, I'm not going to change my phone number or email adress or anything, so it won't be like you'll never see me or hear from me again.

I'm just trying to be untouchable, but not unreachable. I hope everyone can respect and support my decision and privacy during this time.

Mon, Jun. 11th, 2007, 09:46 am



Weren't you the one that said, that you don't want me anymore.
And how you need your space, and give the keys back to your door.
And how I cried and tried and tried to make you stay with me.
But still you said that love was gone, and that I had to leave.
Now you, talkin bout a family
Now you, sayin I complete your dream
Now you, sayin I'm your everything
You confusin me
What you say to me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me.
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back
I remember when
I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you
Til 3 o'clock in the morn
And when you came home, you'd always have some sorry excuse.
And explainin to me, like I'm just some kinda fool
I sacrifice the things I want to and do things for you
But when it's time to do for me, you never come through

Now you, wanna be a bond of me
Now you, have so much to say to me
Now you, wanna make time for me
What you do to me.
You confusin me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me.
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back
I remember when
I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you
Til 3 o'clock in the morn
Night after night
Knowin sumthing goin on
Wasn't home befo me
You was, you was gone
Lord knows it wasn't easy, but believe me.
Never thought you'd be the one that would deceived me.
And never do wha u was supposed to do
No need to hose me fool, cause I'm ova you
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Gotta stop tryin, to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
It's called Karma baby.
And it goes around.
What goes around, comes around,
What goes up, must comes down,
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me

Wed, Jun. 6th, 2007, 03:39 am
the neph



He looks more black every day. Isn't he precious???

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