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Fri, Apr. 6th, 2007, 04:24 am
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Tue, Feb. 6th, 2007, 01:08 pm

my life is like fall. i litter the streets with my leaves of knowledge. but what's pretty at first quickly turns bleak and before you know it everything is cold. but if i was the crazy one all along why did you ever listen to my words at all?


Sun, Jan. 21st, 2007, 06:16 pm
Addy's funeral

When I found Addy dead, I wrapped her in tissues, put her in a ziplock baggy, and then I sewed a little pillow of creme colored satin as a coffin, and then sewed her into it. She lived in the freezer for a couple of days while the weather cleared up. I was going to have my brother dig the hole, but then he didn't so I said fuck it and did it myself. It didn't need to be super deep. But anyway, here are some photos:

Her satin pillow coffin.

Putting her in the ground.

Closeup of the coffin in the dirt.

Sprinkling the first handful of dirt.

The filled grave and her headstone.

Fri, Jan. 19th, 2007, 08:22 am

my mouse is dead.

Sat, Jan. 13th, 2007, 08:07 pm
before I die

I want to...

Watch a ton of movies I've never seen
Go to a ton more shows by my favorite bands
Go to South America, Europe and Australia
See both the southern and northern lights
Have a wedding
Get pregnant, give natural birth and breast feed a child
Kiss my husband a million more times...
Get my wounds of Christ tattoos
Cry in church and not care
Save someone's life.

Wed, Jan. 10th, 2007, 06:34 pm
i made this.

One of these pictures is from my personal collection- can you guess which it is??

Tue, Jan. 9th, 2007, 02:30 am
I'm mortal too.

My best friend took a week's
Vacation to forget her
His girl took a weeks's worth of
Valium and slept
And now he's guilt stricken sobbing with his
Head on the floor
Thinks about her now and how he never really
Wept he says

I can't be held responsible
She was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place

Sun, Dec. 31st, 2006, 02:22 pm

I don't know if this is the best or worst year of my life.

I got rid of kevin
I quit piercing
Pastor Joseph came back and I am going to church regularly
I'm in counseling
I stopped drinking
I haven't "done drugs" in a long time, but I have prescriptions people would kill for and I don't abuse them... anymore.
I kicked EMT school's ass
I am closing gypsyquixotic.com
I met the man of my dreams and found what was missing from my life...


He promptly left me out in the cold when I needed him most
My sister is basically on her deathbed and I have to babysit her constantly.

So it's been such a great year and I have accomplished so much and I am very proud of the steps i have made. But everything is ending on such a sour note that I can't help but be completely depressed.

Fri, Dec. 29th, 2006, 10:55 pm
you can't understand.

Mon, Dec. 18th, 2006, 01:16 am

do not play this game on ambien.


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